i miss Malaysia so much.
i miss home so much.
i miss my room.
i miss my house.
i miss my car.
i miss my cats.
i miss the tv.
i miss my stuff in the room.
i miss the toilet. yes, the toilet.
:'(
i wanna go back home! :'(
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Saturday, November 19, 2011
what have i been gone these few months? :D
hello blog! it's been months since i have written anything here. honestly, i am too lazy to update everything one by one. might as well i update everything in one go. let me see if i can remember in sequence. please bear with me for a while. thank you. *bows*
April: what did i do that time? oh yea. Maroon 5 Concert in Malaysia! i went with Hana! it was awesome! Lindsay went to the concert too, but we sat at different places. life was AWESOME that night. then the nightmare had begun. why? well, EXAMS. was in 30 days! who cares? it was well worth it. :D
May: time for judgement for everyone in Year 2. FINAL EXAMS. i literally died on the 2nd day. EVIDENCE was my enemy at that time. not company, not land, but evidence. how i struggle at that time. THE MADNESS! thank Goodness it was all over. oh yeah, i got my Blackberry Torch too.:D
FUN TIME was soon ahead! Shabneez went to Sabah with me. met nearly all my families. which is awesome. ahah! went everywhere. i miss those times.:) moved out from the residence (thank goodness too for that!). Aunty Wati and family went back to Malaysia. the maid ran away. urgh. whatever.
July: I PASSED!OMGOSH!!! i passed my exams. i was so happy that i cried. i thought i was going to fail at least one subject, but that obviously did not happen which was cool. :') i got my Samsung Tab!:D now to apply for visa. hmm..
August: everything happened so fast. the visa. my BB got stolen ( let's not talk about that), fasting time, driving here and there, hanging out with friends! too long to tell.:D
September: 23th September 2011. Goodbye Malaysia and hello UK! specifically Wales.:)
October and November: a lot of things happened. a LOT. ._.
i am supposed to be doing my assignments and seminar questions now. i should go. urgh.
goodbye blog! till next time!
April: what did i do that time? oh yea. Maroon 5 Concert in Malaysia! i went with Hana! it was awesome! Lindsay went to the concert too, but we sat at different places. life was AWESOME that night. then the nightmare had begun. why? well, EXAMS. was in 30 days! who cares? it was well worth it. :D
May: time for judgement for everyone in Year 2. FINAL EXAMS. i literally died on the 2nd day. EVIDENCE was my enemy at that time. not company, not land, but evidence. how i struggle at that time. THE MADNESS! thank Goodness it was all over. oh yeah, i got my Blackberry Torch too.:D
FUN TIME was soon ahead! Shabneez went to Sabah with me. met nearly all my families. which is awesome. ahah! went everywhere. i miss those times.:) moved out from the residence (thank goodness too for that!). Aunty Wati and family went back to Malaysia. the maid ran away. urgh. whatever.
July: I PASSED!OMGOSH!!! i passed my exams. i was so happy that i cried. i thought i was going to fail at least one subject, but that obviously did not happen which was cool. :') i got my Samsung Tab!:D now to apply for visa. hmm..
August: everything happened so fast. the visa. my BB got stolen ( let's not talk about that), fasting time, driving here and there, hanging out with friends! too long to tell.:D
September: 23th September 2011. Goodbye Malaysia and hello UK! specifically Wales.:)
October and November: a lot of things happened. a LOT. ._.
i am supposed to be doing my assignments and seminar questions now. i should go. urgh.
goodbye blog! till next time!
ARGH.D:
HELP ME! i'm getting crazy already! all because of the assignments and seminar questions! OMG. HELP!.-.-
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
i have too many sites i have registered in.
Facebook.
Twitter.
Blogspot.
Xanga.
Livejournal.
Tumblr.
WeHeartIt.
Youtube.
Is that a lot?
i think so.
._.
p/s: not counting all the other sites i can't even remember now.
._.
happy days everyone.
:)
Twitter.
Blogspot.
Xanga.
Livejournal.
Tumblr.
WeHeartIt.
Youtube.
Is that a lot?
i think so.
._.
p/s: not counting all the other sites i can't even remember now.
._.
happy days everyone.
:)
Thursday, March 10, 2011
11.24pm
sometimes i wonder,
when people are around you,
what will the they think of you,
are they really being nice?
or are they just being little actors?
trying to be nice,
but in the end,
you are not that important in their lives.
some i know,
they are very sincere,
but sometimes,
to the point that they are being too nice,
and finally,
they really hurt themselves,
but they never notice about this,
until for so long they try to hide their feelings.
i think,
i am one of the these people.
no.
i am one of them.
why hide?
it is true.
to be accepted,
to be somewhere,
to be in,
to be understood,
all are hard to be done.
i always wonder,
if i am around people,
am i wanted?
or am i just one of the people around them?
i want to brush this feelings away,
i just can't.
it always will be there.
i wish i can stop.
but,
it's hard.
i am only human.
i am not perfect.
sometimes,
just sometimes,
i wonder,
who am i to everyone,
the real truth.
without hiding it.
am i any good for them?
or am i just tagging along,
to find someone to talk to.
thank you.
thank you so much.
for choosing me as one,
in your circles.
i hope,
i have done something good.
if i have not,
sorry.
when people are around you,
what will the they think of you,
are they really being nice?
or are they just being little actors?
trying to be nice,
but in the end,
you are not that important in their lives.
some i know,
they are very sincere,
but sometimes,
to the point that they are being too nice,
and finally,
they really hurt themselves,
but they never notice about this,
until for so long they try to hide their feelings.
i think,
i am one of the these people.
no.
i am one of them.
why hide?
it is true.
to be accepted,
to be somewhere,
to be in,
to be understood,
all are hard to be done.
i always wonder,
if i am around people,
am i wanted?
or am i just one of the people around them?
i want to brush this feelings away,
i just can't.
it always will be there.
i wish i can stop.
but,
it's hard.
i am only human.
i am not perfect.
sometimes,
just sometimes,
i wonder,
who am i to everyone,
the real truth.
without hiding it.
am i any good for them?
or am i just tagging along,
to find someone to talk to.
thank you.
thank you so much.
for choosing me as one,
in your circles.
i hope,
i have done something good.
if i have not,
sorry.
campur campur.:D
apahal ni? apekehe nye~? supposed to be doing Evidence Assignment which in really BESIDE me and WAITING for me to do, instead i masuk Blogspot to write nonsensical stuff here. i also don't understand why i am doing this to myself.
thank goodness the submission date is next Friday. which is also not a good thing for me also lah. WHY? because the next day is my mooting exam. wheeee~
anyway, OMG! Michael Bublé concert is this Sunday! finally the time has come. that is WHY i need to finish my assignment quickly. no panicking or stressing kedengaran pada hari Minggu ini. hendak bergembira sepanjang hari. ahah!:D
why lah my english berterabur and messy tonight? sudah lah mo ambil IELTS this june sebelum pegi UK, buat lagi essay macam ni dalam blog.
bak kata pepatah mr.Lua,
"well done lah you guys!"
ahahahah! kata pepatah yang akan dibawa sampai ke akhir hayat? mungkin. :D
akanku sambung omong-omong kosong ini pada masa terdekat.
for now, tooldz!:D
oyasumi!:)
thank goodness the submission date is next Friday. which is also not a good thing for me also lah. WHY? because the next day is my mooting exam. wheeee~
anyway, OMG! Michael Bublé concert is this Sunday! finally the time has come. that is WHY i need to finish my assignment quickly. no panicking or stressing kedengaran pada hari Minggu ini. hendak bergembira sepanjang hari. ahah!:D
why lah my english berterabur and messy tonight? sudah lah mo ambil IELTS this june sebelum pegi UK, buat lagi essay macam ni dalam blog.
bak kata pepatah mr.Lua,
"well done lah you guys!"
ahahahah! kata pepatah yang akan dibawa sampai ke akhir hayat? mungkin. :D
akanku sambung omong-omong kosong ini pada masa terdekat.
for now, tooldz!:D
oyasumi!:)
Thursday, January 20, 2011
20 January 2011
current song: Beautiful Days.
hulo there blog. it's been months i think since i've updated here. so much to do, so little time as they right?
Life in KL.
it's fine. i mean it's fun when you're with friends. the fact is, i still feel sad. i've been living here for almost 2 years, yet something still feels empty. i still don't understand that part. hm. i just wish i feel 100% happy when i am here. maybe i am homesick. but, that's just it is. we are all growing up and we have to go on for something new.
so depressing to start a new entry for 3 weeks of January in 2011. HAPPY belated NEW 2011! ahah! so sad eh? better late than never i think.
what has been happening i wonder. A LOT. too much to say. as i am a bit lazy right now (well, not. i am too lazy today. uwa!). maybe i just make a summary of what has been happening throughout the year. well, between October till January 2011 i suppose.
October:
well, 2nd year started and boy! it is that HARD. well, nobody said it was going to be easy now. i love land law and all but it's just that HARD. easy to understand the basic, damn hard to apply in questions. why must it be like that? please explain to me.D:
went to JYJ concert. WELL WORTH IT! i just wish it was the 5 of them and not only 3. that's just sad. i really want them to be one again. will that happen? :( ALWAYS KEEPT THE FAITH. :)
November:
turned 21! 2NE1. ahah!
i can't really remember a lot from this month. except for my birthday. ._.
December:
JAPAN JAPAN JAPAN! YOKOSO! JAPAN 2010!
Osaka, Kobe, Hakone, Kyoto, Tokyo.
1 week was not enough. i need to go again!
had fun there. i miss going to Japan!:(
January:
bought Michael Buble's ticket concerts! omgosh! i can't wait for March!
i want to Maroon 5's concert too!
busy with assignments!
i want to go back Sabah for CNY!
i miss my cats.
i miss Japan still.
i can't wait for my car to arrive in KL!
well, that's all from me.
hope to update you soon dear blog.
good night!:)
hulo there blog. it's been months i think since i've updated here. so much to do, so little time as they right?
Life in KL.
it's fine. i mean it's fun when you're with friends. the fact is, i still feel sad. i've been living here for almost 2 years, yet something still feels empty. i still don't understand that part. hm. i just wish i feel 100% happy when i am here. maybe i am homesick. but, that's just it is. we are all growing up and we have to go on for something new.
so depressing to start a new entry for 3 weeks of January in 2011. HAPPY belated NEW 2011! ahah! so sad eh? better late than never i think.
what has been happening i wonder. A LOT. too much to say. as i am a bit lazy right now (well, not. i am too lazy today. uwa!). maybe i just make a summary of what has been happening throughout the year. well, between October till January 2011 i suppose.
October:
well, 2nd year started and boy! it is that HARD. well, nobody said it was going to be easy now. i love land law and all but it's just that HARD. easy to understand the basic, damn hard to apply in questions. why must it be like that? please explain to me.D:
went to JYJ concert. WELL WORTH IT! i just wish it was the 5 of them and not only 3. that's just sad. i really want them to be one again. will that happen? :( ALWAYS KEEPT THE FAITH. :)
November:
turned 21! 2NE1. ahah!
i can't really remember a lot from this month. except for my birthday. ._.
December:
JAPAN JAPAN JAPAN! YOKOSO! JAPAN 2010!
Osaka, Kobe, Hakone, Kyoto, Tokyo.
1 week was not enough. i need to go again!
had fun there. i miss going to Japan!:(
January:
bought Michael Buble's ticket concerts! omgosh! i can't wait for March!
i want to Maroon 5's concert too!
busy with assignments!
i want to go back Sabah for CNY!
i miss my cats.
i miss Japan still.
i can't wait for my car to arrive in KL!
well, that's all from me.
hope to update you soon dear blog.
good night!:)
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