Cammie.Nasrun's Thoughts & Randomness.

i miss home.

2012-01-05T09:36:00.000-08:00

i miss Malaysia so much.
i miss home so much.
i miss my room.
i miss my house.
i miss my car.
i miss my cats.
i miss the tv.
i miss my stuff in the room.
i miss the toilet. yes, the toilet.
:'(
i wanna go back home! :'(

what have i been gone these few months? :D

2011-11-19T12:30:00.001-08:00

hello blog! it's been months since i have written anything here. honestly, i am too lazy to update everything one by one. might as well i update everything in one go. let me see if i can remember in sequence. please bear with me for a while. thank you. *bows*

April: what did i do that time? oh yea. Maroon 5 Concert in Malaysia! i went with Hana! it was awesome! Lindsay went to the concert too, but we sat at different places. life was AWESOME that night. then the nightmare had begun. why? well, EXAMS. was in 30 days! who cares? it was well worth it. :D

May: time for judgement for everyone in Year 2. FINAL EXAMS. i literally died on the 2nd day. EVIDENCE was my enemy at that time. not company, not land, but evidence. how i struggle at that time. THE MADNESS! thank Goodness it was all over. oh yeah, i got my Blackberry Torch too.:D

FUN TIME was soon ahead! Shabneez went to Sabah with me. met nearly all my families. which is awesome. ahah! went everywhere. i miss those times.:) moved out from the residence (thank goodness too for that!). Aunty Wati and family went back to Malaysia. the maid ran away. urgh. whatever.

July: I PASSED!OMGOSH!!! i passed my exams. i was so happy that i cried. i thought i was going to fail at least one subject, but that obviously did not happen which was cool. :') i got my Samsung Tab!:D now to apply for visa. hmm..

August: everything happened so fast. the visa. my BB got stolen ( let's not talk about that), fasting time, driving here and there, hanging out with friends! too long to tell.:D

September: 23th September 2011. Goodbye Malaysia and hello UK! specifically Wales.:)

October and November: a lot of things happened. a LOT. ._.

i am supposed to be doing my assignments and seminar questions now. i should go. urgh.
goodbye blog! till next time!

ARGH.D:

2011-11-19T12:27:00.001-08:00

HELP ME! i'm getting crazy already! all because of the assignments and seminar questions! OMG. HELP!.-.-

i have too many sites i have registered in.

2011-07-27T11:49:00.000-07:00

Facebook.
Twitter.
Blogspot.
Xanga.
Livejournal.
Tumblr.
WeHeartIt.
Youtube.

Is that a lot?
i think so.
._.

p/s: not counting all the other sites i can't even remember now.
._.

happy days everyone.
:)

11.24pm

2011-03-10T07:16:00.000-08:00

sometimes i wonder,
when people are around you,
what will the they think of you,
are they really being nice?
or are they just being little actors?
trying to be nice,
but in the end,
you are not that important in their lives.
some i know,
they are very sincere,
but sometimes,
to the point that they are being too nice,
and finally,
they really hurt themselves,
but they never notice about this,
until for so long they try to hide their feelings.

i think,
i am one of the these people.
no.
i am one of them.
why hide?
it is true.
to be accepted,
to be somewhere,
to be in,
to be understood,
all are hard to be done.

i always wonder,
if i am around people,
am i wanted?
or am i just one of the people around them?
i want to brush this feelings away,
i just can't.
it always will be there.
i wish i can stop.
but,
it's hard.

i am only human.
i am not perfect.
sometimes,
just sometimes,
i wonder,
who am i to everyone,
the real truth.
without hiding it.

am i any good for them?
or am i just tagging along,
to find someone to talk to.

thank you.
thank you so much.
for choosing me as one,
in your circles.
i hope,
i have done something good.
if i have not,
sorry.

campur campur.:D

2011-03-10T06:57:00.000-08:00

apahal ni? apekehe nye~? supposed to be doing Evidence Assignment which in really BESIDE me and WAITING for me to do, instead i masuk Blogspot to write nonsensical stuff here. i also don't understand why i am doing this to myself.

thank goodness the submission date is next Friday. which is also not a good thing for me also lah. WHY? because the next day is my mooting exam. wheeee~

anyway, OMG! Michael Bublé concert is this Sunday! finally the time has come. that is WHY i need to finish my assignment quickly. no panicking or stressing kedengaran pada hari Minggu ini. hendak bergembira sepanjang hari. ahah!:D

why lah my english berterabur and messy tonight? sudah lah mo ambil IELTS this june sebelum pegi UK, buat lagi essay macam ni dalam blog.

bak kata pepatah mr.Lua,
"well done lah you guys!"

ahahahah! kata pepatah yang akan dibawa sampai ke akhir hayat? mungkin. :D

akanku sambung omong-omong kosong ini pada masa terdekat.

for now, tooldz!:D

oyasumi!:)

20 January 2011

2011-01-20T04:57:00.000-08:00

current song: Beautiful Days.

hulo there blog. it's been months i think since i've updated here. so much to do, so little time as they right?

Life in KL.
it's fine. i mean it's fun when you're with friends. the fact is, i still feel sad. i've been living here for almost 2 years, yet something still feels empty. i still don't understand that part. hm. i just wish i feel 100% happy when i am here. maybe i am homesick. but, that's just it is. we are all growing up and we have to go on for something new.

so depressing to start a new entry for 3 weeks of January in 2011. HAPPY belated NEW 2011! ahah! so sad eh? better late than never i think.

what has been happening i wonder. A LOT. too much to say. as i am a bit lazy right now (well, not. i am too lazy today. uwa!). maybe i just make a summary of what has been happening throughout the year. well, between October till January 2011 i suppose.

October:
well, 2nd year started and boy! it is that HARD. well, nobody said it was going to be easy now. i love land law and all but it's just that HARD. easy to understand the basic, damn hard to apply in questions. why must it be like that? please explain to me.D:
went to JYJ concert. WELL WORTH IT! i just wish it was the 5 of them and not only 3. that's just sad. i really want them to be one again. will that happen? :( ALWAYS KEEPT THE FAITH. :)

November:
turned 21! 2NE1. ahah!
i can't really remember a lot from this month. except for my birthday. ._.

December:
JAPAN JAPAN JAPAN! YOKOSO! JAPAN 2010!
Osaka, Kobe, Hakone, Kyoto, Tokyo.
1 week was not enough. i need to go again!
had fun there. i miss going to Japan!:(

January:
bought Michael Buble's ticket concerts! omgosh! i can't wait for March!
i want to Maroon 5's concert too!
busy with assignments!
i want to go back Sabah for CNY!
i miss my cats.
i miss Japan still.
i can't wait for my car to arrive in KL!

well, that's all from me.
hope to update you soon dear blog.
good night!:)

end of october 2010.

2010-10-30T10:03:00.000-07:00

hello blog.
it's 1.03am.
i wonder what am i doing in the middle of the night.
why am i not sleeping now?
good question.
maybe..
because i am uploading photos in facebook.
maybe i am texting my friend.
maybe i am listening to songs.
maybe i just do not want to sleep now.

yea, i am doing all the the above activities.
i still do not understand why
i do not sleep when i know i am really sleepy.
yea, i know.
it is weird.
i try to change that though.
i really am.
trying though.

oh well.
put that aside.
not that important.

what is important now is that..
i started my year 2 quite smoothly. well, not exactly but i am catching up anyway.
i met new friends in the class. which is quite interesting.
i really am trying to cope with some nonsense from some people.
i try to control my random emotions at certain times.
i am trying to survive in year 2.
i just hope i will till next June.

on a happier note..
i have 9 cats now!
i went to the JYJ concert last October. the best yet to come.
i am going to the Land of the Rising Sun this December!

what am i worrying now..
Evidence. yes Evidence.
assignments. 5 future assignments.
examination in November.
Malaysian Studies assignment.
EVERYTHING ACTUALLY.
relax, relax. you can do it. do it one by one.
sure it will be okay.

i do not think i will post pictures for now.
the connection is too slow.

i better off now.
good night.
dear blog.

cammie.nasrun.

please read!:)

2010-09-29T08:58:00.000-07:00

aim praut tu bi e sabahan! mai inglish is not laik dis ekculi bat it luks fan eniwei!:D so rendem rait. pasal si puteri la ni aku buat english macam ni! hahaha!

it is gud fan eniwei. du not rid dis belog if eniwan wans tu insalt dis enteri. dis is piyo intitemen! :D go sabahan pipel! <3

<3

friends? :)

2010-09-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

i have been wanting to write this topic in my blog.
it is just random but i think i will feel satisfied when i write this though.
please bear with me. thank you. :)

Q: what is the meaning 'friend'?
A: 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter.
3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile.

this was defined in Dictionary.com by the way.

Q: what is the meaning of 'friendship'?
A: 1. the state of being a friend; association as friends: to value a person's friendship.
2. a friendly relation or intimacy.
3. friendly feeling or disposition.

also Dictionary.com. :D

anyway, i just want to make it short and simple.

PLEASE treasure everyone around you, especially your friends. you never know what will happen to them in the future. if someone is a loner, i wish they have at least one person to lean and to depend on.
i wish everyone to be happy with their friends and be grateful with what they have now. :)

i am so grateful that i have so many best friends. i really need them when i am down, depress. when i can not go on or when i was just being negative about myself.

friends, my friends, they
make me laugh,
make me cry,
crack silly jokes,
making fantastic fan fictions too!,
make me think about positive things,
moving forward,
listen to my rants, happiness, sadness.

they are really special to me.
they are just the best.
i love them so much.
i am so sorry if i ever hurt anyone.
they all mean so much to me.

i do not know how to express this using words.
i just let them know how i feel by being
silly,
crazy,
loyal,
caring.

i can not do much for them. i just hope that they are happy when they are with me.
thank you
friends.
i love you guys so much.
:)

7.44pm

2010-08-27T04:33:00.000-07:00

baby baby baby love
honey honey honey love
...
i love this song so much. so sweet.^_^
song: Baby Love
band: FT Island

hey blog! it's been a while. sorry for not updating regularly.
been lazy for these past few weeks. typical me for having a 3 months holiday.
that's that. 2 weeks before Hari Raya and 3 weeks before classes to start again.

i miss the craziness of studying, hanging out with friends, eating too much food etc.
i am just not excited with the new subs though. D: especially Land and Company! OH NO!
anyway..

i went to KL last Saturday to meet Aishah! just to talk for a while and crap some stuff you know.
why did i go there to meet Aishah? well, it's because she's going to Japan to study! uwaaaa~~~!!! amazing!
Aishah! i want to follow! can i be in your suitcase?xD
she's going to study in Akita for a few months. hope she is fine there.
^_^

then, went there to meet some friends. we had fun there. full of gossips and stuff.^_^ it was fun hanging out with them.

it is so weird. when i come in this blog, i will actually go blank. it seems like i don't have anything to write about.D:

this blog has been bugging me for a few months. i can not put my pictures in between the words. it will always go above after it has been uploaded. why is that?D:
it's so annoying!D:

:)

2010-08-16T08:35:00.000-07:00

sometimes

2010-08-03T11:23:00.000-07:00

when i get in this blog, i will be blank.

why is that happening?

is she beautiful?:D

2010-08-03T06:39:00.000-07:00

wth? she's not a girl! she's a he! hahaha!
Family Outing season one.
Park HaeJin.
amazing? it is!

Pictures from random website!
1st picture? i took it using Photoscape.:D

some albums.

2010-08-02T23:06:00.000-07:00

i am really hooked on some of these albums!:D

a rare sight..

2010-08-02T08:40:00.000-07:00

for Shiiro and Kiiro!<3

senyap

2010-07-31T08:36:00.001-07:00

this blog is so senyap.

sorry.

To Sir With Love. =)

2010-07-20T05:53:00.000-07:00

Those schoolgirl days, of telling tales and biting nails are gone,
But in my mind,
I know they will still live on and on,
But how do you thank someone, who has taken you from crayons to perfume?
It isn't easy, but I'll try,

If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky in letters,
That would soar a thousand feet high,
To Sir, with Love

The time has come,
For closing books and long last looks must end,
And as I leave,
I know that I am leaving my best friend,
A friend who taught me right from wrong,
And weak from strong,
That's a lot to learn,
What, what can I give you in return?

If you wanted the moon I would try to make a start,
But I, would rather you let me give my heart,
To Sir, with Love

soompi!

2010-07-09T10:29:00.000-07:00

EVERY STUDENT�S NIGHTMARE EXAM
Instructions: Answer all questions. Begin immediately. Time limit: 2 hours

Biology: Create life. Estimate the differences in subsequent human culture if this form of life had developed 500 million years earlier, with special attention to its probable effect on the English Parliamentary System. Prove your thesis.

Chemistry: Reproduce from memory the entire periodic table with all known values of physical constants to the limits of their uncertainties. For each element, discover enough new properties to correspond to each Greek and Arabic letter not in current use as symbols for physical constants. Use your data to formulate a new theory of science.

Cosmology: Define the universe. Give three examples.

Ecology: From readily available starting materials (i.e., "I think, therefore I am," and hydrogen), devise a total synthesis of the planet Earth down to the most subtle chemical detail. Discuss barriers that you would encounter in carrying out this synthesis and how you would overcome these barriers.

Economics: Develop a realistic plan for refinancing the national debt. Trace the possible effects of your plan in the following areas: Cubism, the Donatist Controversy and the Wave Theory of Light. Outline a method for preventing these effects. Criticize this method from all possible points of view. Point out the deficiencies in your point of view, as demonstrated in your answer to the last question.

Engineering: The disassembled parts of a high-powered rifle have been placed on your desk. You will also find an instruction manual, printed in Swahili. In 10 minutes, a hungry bengal tiger will be admitted to the room. Take whatever action you feel necessary. Be prepared to justify your decision.

Epistemology: Take a position for or against truth. Prove the validity of your stand.

General Knowledge: Describe in detail. Be objective and specific.

History: Describe the history of the Papacy from its origins to the present day, concentrating especially, but not exclusively, on its social, political, economic, religious and philosophical impact on Europe, Asia, America and Africa. Be brief, concise and specific.

Medicine: You have been provided with a razor blade, a piece of gauze, and a bottle of scotch. Remove your appendix. Do not suture until you work has been inspected. You have fifteen minutes.

Music: Write a piano concerto. Orchestrate and perform it with flute and drum. You will find a piano under your seat.

Philosophy: Sketch the development of human thought. Estimate its significance. Compare with the development of any other kind of thought.

Physics: Explain the nature of matter. Include in your answer an evaluation of the impact of the development of mathematics on science.

Political Science: There is a red telephone on the desk beside you. Start World War III. Report at length on its socio-political effects if any.

Psychology: Based on your knowledge of their works, evaluate the emotional stability, degree of adjustment, and repressed frustrations of each of the following: Alexander of Aphrodisis, Rameses II, Hammuarabi. Support your evaluation with quotations from each man's work, making appropriate references. It is not necessary to translate.

Sociology: Estimate the sociological problems which might accompany the end of the world. Construct an experiment to test your theory.

Extra Credit: Find the answer to the question of life, the universe, and everything.

credits to soompi again!

2010-07-09T10:05:00.000-07:00

It was the final examination for an introductory English course at the local university. The examination was two hours long, and exam booklets were provided. The professor was very strict and told the class that any exam that was not on his desk in exactly two hours would not be accepted and the student would fail. A half hour into the exam, a student came rushing in and asked the professor for an exam booklet.

"You're not going to have time to finish this," the professor stated sarcastically as he handed the student a booklet.

"Yes I will," replied the student. He then took a seat and began writing. After two hours, the professor called for the exams, and the students filed up and handed them in. All except the late student, who continued writing. A half hour later, the last student came up to the professor who was sitting at his desk preparing for his next class. He attempted to put his exam on the stack of exam booklets already there.

"No you don't, I'm not going to accept that. It's late." The student looked incredulous and angry.

"Do you know WHO I am?"

"No, as a matter of fact I don't," replied the professor.

"DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM?" The student asked again.

"No, and I don't care." Replied the professor with an air of superiority.

"Good," replied the student, who quickly lifted the stack of completed exams, stuffed his in the middle, and walked out of the room.

:D

2010-07-09T09:38:00.001-07:00

A mother passing by her daughter’s bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, “Mom.” With the worst premonition, she opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: Dear Mom: It is with great regret and sorrow that I’m writing you. I had to elope with my new boyfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I’ve been finding real passion with Ahmed and he is so nice-even with all his piercings, tattoos, beard, and his motorcycle clothes. But it’s not only the passion Mom, I’m pregnant and Ahmed said that we will be very happy. He already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. He wants to have many more children with me and that’s now one of my dreams too. Ahmed taught me that marijuana doesn’t really hurt anyone and we’ll be growing it for us and trading it with his friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want. In the meantime, we’ll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Ahmed can get better; he sure deserves it!! Don’t worry Mom, I’m 15 years old now and I know how to take care of myself. Someday I’m sure we’ll be back to visit so you can get to know your grand children. Your daughter, Judith PS: Mom, none of the above is true. I’m over at the neighbor’s house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that’s in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home.

credits to someone is Soompi!

just what been through my mind

2010-07-09T08:22:00.000-07:00

i should update my blog here. oops. i mean i should update my blog! my mistake. :D

what have i been doing last June and this one week of July? A LOT! that i can tell! :D

PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS! THANK GOODNESS! NO NEED TO READ THE SAME TOPICS, CONTENTS, BOOKS, WHATEVER YOU CALL IT! 2ND YEAR HERE I COME BABY!<3

dance. dance. dance. I NEED TO DANCE. daddy's allowed me anyway. just waiting for the right time. happy happy me.

just watched DESPICABLE ME with THARA( and boyfriend) and HANA! met LINDSAY( and boyfriend, and also MAG( and boyfriend too). that movie is AWESOME! BAFO! THE MINIONS ARE THE BEST!hahahahaha! and also the 3 kids! so ADORABLE <3. 5 ratings for that movie! i don't mind if i can watch for the 2nd time. 3D.xD

made onigiri own my own. not too bad for a 1st timer. but EMMIE just cracked me up and she was right ACTUALLY!hahaha!
she said:
BELUM PASS BUAT MASAKAN MALAYSIA SUDAH MO BUAT ONIGIRI??HAHAHAHA!!
actually, it's true!hahahaha!!!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR NINA TO COME BACK FOR THE HOLIDAYS! KIMCHI PANCAKES, SUSHI, MOVIES, HERE WE COME!<3 + ADIK! WE'RE GOING TO BE BUSY!<3 MUAH2 NINA!

oh yeah, outing with a lot of people and i enjoyed every second of it. <3
reunion with some people from SFC last Monday. LOTS OF FUN! hahaha! why? with all the stories they told. OMG. just can't forget all the stories!
EH OH EH OH EH OH!!hahahaha!xD

DBSK, i still have the FAITH! ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH! DBSK is still NO.1 for me in KOREA! NO OTHER BANDS CAN REPLACE DBSK FOR ME. *bias towards DBSK*

Arashi! you rock! hahahaha! HONTONI DAISUKI DESU! <3. ohno sho aiba nino jun. <3
HANA EMMIE PUTERI <3 JUN. amazing!xD
THARA <3 AIBA. :D
NINA <3 JUN & NINO.
SHO IS MINE!hahahahah! *Bias*

MIOW! i have 5 miows! Kyo, Hiro, Snow, Tama Kiiro and Tama Shiiro!<3
so manja.wheee~~~ <3

Easy Breakup!:D

2010-06-21T06:51:00.000-07:00

1) if someone says 'Are you okay?' you say?
Kitto Daijyobu - Arashi

2) how would you describe yourself?
Mama Do - Pixie Lott

3) what do you like in a guy/ girl?
Beautiful Thing - Junsu

4) how do you feel today?
Leaving - Westlife

5) What is your life's purpose?
Arjuna - Dewa

6) What's your motto?
Can't Let You Go - Sakurai Sho

7) What do your friends think of you?
Get Me Some - TVXQ

8) What do your parents think of you?
Back Some Day - Blue

9) What do you think about every often?
Crazy Moon Kimi wa Muteki - Arashi

10) What is 2+2?
Watcha Say - Jason Derulo

11) What do you think of your best friend?
Shining Star - SuJu

12) What is your life story?
Laskar Cinta - Dewa 19

13) What do you want to be when you grow up?
Ride On - TVXQ

14) What do you think when you see the person you like?
Molla Ing - Maydoni

15) What will you dance at your wedding?
Puzzle of My Heart - Westlife

16) What will they play at your funeral?
Dengar Ini Cerita - Sean Ghazi

17) What is your interest/hobby?
Hush Hush Hush - PCD

18) What is your biggest fear?
Kimi Dake wo Omotteru - Arashi

19) What is your biggest secret?
Never Say Goodbye - Mario

20) What do you want right now?
Everybody Zenshin - Arashi

21) What do you think of your friends?
I Dreamed a Dream - Susan Boyle

22) What will you post this as?
Easy Breakup

hm. random q.

bye!

2010-04-04T00:58:00.000-07:00

bye bye facebook again!will online soon!

love.
cammie!
<3

not now.please.

2010-04-03T08:32:00.000-07:00

why the hell am i sleepy?
i just slept in the afternoon!

Frustration.

2010-04-03T08:07:00.002-07:00

nope. not because i am(well, i am a bit though).
it's one of the chapters in Contract Law.
interesting eh?
kinda.

Frustration.

2010-04-03T08:07:00.001-07:00

woah.

2010-04-02T06:14:00.000-07:00

woah.i never knew that i can be so bored.

the music is pumping out loud but damn, i am still damn bored.

nothing to do much on Facebook, Twitter, etc.

that's BAD.

last one before...

2010-03-28T09:11:00.000-07:00

bye bye blog!i really need to buck up now and STUDY like CRAZY!sigh.

love,
cammie.

i will blog when i will be stressed.
:)

20 March 2010.SuJu concert!

2010-03-28T04:27:00.000-07:00

Saranghae!

new friends!

see the long tickets?
:D

Awesome March!

2010-03-28T04:11:00.000-07:00

OMG!what have i been doing this March?
i didn't study AT ALL.
that's bad.D:
but,
the memories during this March,
are AWESOME and UNFORGETTABLE.
with all the dance practices,
meeting out with friends,
seeing all the lecturers dancing,
going to concert and being crazy all night long,
performing our dance during Law Ball,
it is just too awesome to be forgotten.
love you guys so much!
<3

1st week: ..
2nd week:outing with Hana,Ain,Faith,Shila.Reg!:)
3rd week:Super Junior Concert!
4th week:Law Ball 2010.

awesomeness!:)

oh.now i remember.1 bad thing happened during the 1st week.
had an allergy.BAD and i mean very very bad.
i don't need to post any pictures.
mug shots,if you call it.LOL!
but yea, that's the worst thing that happened.
other than that,it was fine and FUN!

now,seriously study till 31 May.
beat it and pass all the exams.

:)

2010-03-27T12:53:00.000-07:00

Hana!ouch!hahahaha!!!
Ain~*screams*Ryeowoooooooooooook~~~

thank you for yesterday!i really had fun!
love you both!
will see you after 2 months!

:)

still loving it!

2010-03-22T08:42:00.000-07:00

can't believe that she went to the Super Junior Super Show 2 Live in Bukit Jalil on the 20th March with Ain and Nadia!

:)

i'm bias towards

2010-03-18T09:07:00.000-07:00

Song Seung Hyun from F.T Island.

so sorry MinHwan. still love you!:)

wondering.

2010-03-17T01:59:00.000-07:00

omo. my 2nd dream was a weird as the 1st one last friday.
D=

why is it like this?
any thoughts people?

just can't help it.

2010-03-17T01:56:00.001-07:00

am watching them dancing.
feeling intimidated?
you figure out yourself.

bye bye blog!

2010-03-15T08:17:00.000-07:00

i am not going to online for these few days!
i know if i online,
poof! will on like 4 hours!
bad for me!
need to study!

contract law week!
hwaiting!

so no blog from me then.
maybe after SuJu concert,
then i will blog.

mood: a bit sad.
going to miss my blog.
:(

anyway,
going to restrain myself.
I MUST.
for exam sake.

weekdays,study.
no online.
weekends, yes
when it's time to relax.

it's kind of hard to finish this entry.
:(

by the way,
my official name for blog or internet stuff
it is either
Cammie.Nasrun
or
SecretCodeBlue.
me likey!
:)

bye bye blog for a while!
i love you.
will blog soon!
muah2!^^

love,
Cammie.
12.41am
16 March 2010.

p/s:
SuJu concert in 4 days!
^_^

tired.

2010-03-15T07:55:00.000-07:00

so tired from dancing.

Poker Face
Do You Remember
Man Eater
Don't Let Me down
can't remember the name of the song?Beyonce's song
Don't Stop the Music

did i left anything?
i can't remember.
dead.
it's next week and still not perfect.
BAD.

daddy! can i have a car please?D:

2010-03-15T01:08:00.000-07:00

i want a car!!
desperately!

whyy?

*i want to find food other than the food here!
*so can go back rumah nenek without using taxis.save money la!
*so i can jalan with friends!
*so can meet with cousins here!
*so can go UM myself to find articles for assignments!
*so x menyusahkan people around me!
*if mumy comes here, i can drive for her already!no need taxis and lrt!

see?
reasonable enough.
D:

i miss the snow.i miss Korea. i miss my cousins.muah2!

2010-03-15T00:35:00.000-07:00

muah2!^^

Mood: Relaxed =)

2010-03-15T00:21:00.000-07:00

Zee Avi.:)

First of the Gang To Die

You have never been in love,
Until you've seen the stars,
reflect in the resevoirs

And you have never been in love,
Until you've seen the dawn rise,
behind the home for the blind

We are the pretty petty thieves,
And you're standing on our street..

...where Hector was the first of the gang
with a gun in his hand
and the first to do time
the first of the gang to die. Oh my.
Hector was the first of the gang
with a gun in his hand
and the first to do time
the first of the gang to die. Oh my.

You have never been in love,
Until you've seen the sunlight thrown
over smashed human bones

We are the pretty petty thieves,
And you're standing on our street..

...where Hector was the first of the gang
with a gun in his hand
and the first to do time
the first of the gang to die. Such a silly boy.
Hector was the first of the gang
with a gun in his hand
and a bullet in his gullet
and the first lost lad to go under the sod.

And he stole from the rich and the poor
and the not-very-rich and the very poor
and he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away
he stole all hearts away.

15 March 2010

2010-03-14T10:01:00.000-07:00

a new day,
a fresh start,

new template,
new colours,
random new stuff.

Love it.
:)

good night good people.
time to rest my mind and
start a new day today.

random thoughts.full of :)

2010-03-14T09:12:00.000-07:00

i want DBSK to come again to Malaysia.
before i go to the UK.
it is possible?
:)
i hope SNSD will come too!
:)

or maybe FT Island?
i don't mind.
:)

can i go Japan to watch Arashi live?
:)

don't read my blog

2010-03-14T09:06:00.000-07:00

if you see a lot of posts coming from me,
and i mean A LOT
in one day,
it means that
I AM STRESSED
and i want to release it
by blogging.

it will be random.
please bear with me.
i am sorry.
this is the only thing
i can do right now
to release my tension.

i can't go dancing.
i can't read much story books.
i can't see much you all.
you all know who you are.
i miss you guys so much.
no names are needed to be mentioned.
you guys just know it.
i love you guys.
i miss you all.

:)

a dream.

2010-03-14T08:40:00.000-07:00

i dreamed something.
a guy.
a very cute guy.
he's so cute
i can't help liking him
in my dream.

it's a long story.
i'll make it short.
i told him.
"i like you so much."
he looked at me. and replied
"i'm sorry i can't be with you."

he told me his reason.
the only reason
why i can't be with him.
i was so sad.

i woke up.
the 1st thing popped in my head is the question
"why?"

people who knows about this
yep, it is funny!
also quite embarassed.
also "sakit hati"
why must it be like that?

i'm glad it was only dream.
if it happened for real
in reality
i'd cry!

dramatic huh?

erm.

2010-03-14T07:03:00.000-07:00

finish assignment.

now what?

13 March 2010.

2010-03-13T06:22:00.000-08:00

such a lovely day.

:)

oh crap!

2010-03-13T05:58:00.000-08:00

Zee Avi's going to perform on the 20th at Life Centre!

SAME AS SUJU'S CONCERT!ON THE 20TH!

sad!

:(

just a little reminder for everyone..

2010-03-13T05:28:00.000-08:00

i tell you, Sabahan rocks!

:)

:)

2010-03-12T06:58:00.000-08:00

random picture that never got in fb.
i like this pic.
we look so cool.
and
we're promoting Sabah actually!
20 December 2009.

can i?

2010-03-12T05:59:00.000-08:00

can i be jealous of you all now?

oh no.

2010-03-12T05:58:00.000-08:00

82 days left.

sigh.

2010-03-12T04:25:00.000-08:00

moral of the story:

don't leave assignment to the last moment.

see what happens now?

panic like crazy.

Somewhere Down The Road.

2010-03-12T04:13:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry.
if i have not been a good friend,
to you all.
i am really sorry.
it's been long since i have spoken to you all.

i miss the times we
laugh
cry
gossip
random
with each other.

i really do.
maybe we are just too busy
to do that now.

exams are coming.
i wish you all good luck.
you all may not read my blog.
but
i hope you all know that
i miss you all
and

sayang you all.
:)

before you all go to UK,
i hope we all can
have good time
and
take pictures
and
gossip a lil bit more
to leave memories.
good memories.

:)
sincerely,

your friend,
Cammie.

happy?of course!

2010-03-12T04:09:00.000-08:00

tomorrow,
it's gonna be a
happy,
exciting,
intresting,
day for me.

i'm going to meet them,
Ain,Hana,Shilly,Faith,Reg,
dear friends.

it's been months since i've met them.
:)

why?

2010-03-11T00:05:00.000-08:00

i'm complaining.
yet,
i'm still in front
of the computer.

why?

soothing.yet.sad.

2010-03-11T00:02:00.000-08:00

And when October goes
The snow begins to fly
Above the smokey roofs
I watch the planes go by

The children running home
Beneath a twilight sky
Oh, for the fun of them
When I was one of them

And when October goes
The same old dream appears
And you are in my arms
To share the happy years

I turn my head away
To hide the helpless tears
Oh how I hate to see October go

I should be over it now I know
It doesn't matter much
How old I grow
I hate to see October go..

<3

omo.

2010-03-10T23:57:00.000-08:00

so lazy.
am so lazy.
wait.
i have to remember.
83 days left.

till finals.

oh crap.
what the hell am i doing online
and not studying.
that's
BAD.

please brain.
catch Consti in Admin now.
you are so hard consti and admin.
too many to remember.
well, admin is better.
why?

LMS ,better.
Criminal,on the roll now.
Contract,start reading
you'll be fine.

don't do this to yourself.
D:

...

you.again.

2010-03-10T23:54:00.000-08:00

you're fun.
you're funny.
always being random.
why i love being friends with you!
cry.laugh.randomness.
that's you!
hint?
my dance partner!
can't wait to see you this saturday!
<3

you.

2010-03-10T23:50:00.001-08:00

you're annoying.
so annoying.
i feel like getting
mad at you.
yelling at you.
screaming at you.
everything.
but no.
i don't know why i'm not doing all those things.
i'm being really patient right now.
but when the time comes,
i'm sorry.

you,

2010-03-10T23:44:00.000-08:00

you are so weird. i never knew that.
until i read the entries you've been writing in.
just plain weird.
why did i read your blog just now?
must have been crazy.
just plain crazy.
but yeah.
now i know.
you're weird.

random survey.made by myself.

2010-02-11T07:26:00.000-08:00

things i want to do when i go to UK.
* go to Mcfly's concert
* go to Westlife's concert.
* watch 1 of the Olympic events.remember? 2012 London Olympics! am gonna be there. :)

things i hate right now?
* being alone in the hostel room and can't do anything.
* certain stupid people.
* people who like to speak up about something they do not really understand.
* some annoying people who can't shut the hell up.
* lots of things.

things i want to do?
* go back kk
* see Hiro!and Snow and Kyo too!
* jalan2 with mummy and daddy.
* lepak2 with mummy di kk.:)
* just sleeepppppppppp all the wayyyyyyyyy~~~~
* wanna meet friends but don't think will make it.:(
* relax relax relax!!!!!
* wanna dance but have to wait!:(

scared of?
* exams! is coming!
* ...

random thinking?
* wanna cry now because nothing to do.
* wanna lepas geram. hmmmmm..
* wanna take photographs? but what?
* can't sleep because of tension.

ranting.ranting.

2010-02-11T07:21:00.000-08:00

everyone is busy with the preparations of CNY.
i'm stuck in the hostel room.

lots of people are not coming to class tomorrow.
i have to go class because i need to settle something.

everyone is going back by tomorrow.
i am going back on saturday.

everyone had a good night tonight.
i'm still stuck in the hostel room.

lots of people are having fun with their families now.
i'm STUCK here still until saturday.

pathetic right?
i know.

I AM

2010-01-13T06:19:00.000-08:00

feeling ANGRY right now.
why?
this is why.

I CANNOT DANCE.

I CANNOT SING.

FREELY.

THAT'S WHY.

HELP.

yours truly,
Cammie.

in front of the tv. lalala~

2009-12-18T16:57:00.000-08:00

i just love WIFI. damn you CELCOM BROADBAND. why are YOU so SLOW? my heart SAKIT HATI everytime i use you at the hostel.
well, BETTER than nothing though. huh.

anywayyyyyyy,
I LOVE SABAHHH~~~<3
I LOVE MY BED
MY HOUSE
MY CATS(yes, cats)^_^
FOODDDDD(home cooked ok people?oh yeah~)

see what i couldn't get in KL.*happy*

can't wait for to tomorrow. gonna meet Kiki Kong, Hana, Thara, Png, and Ain! yay!
cannot make sleepover this year. that's SADDD!!! nvrm, at least can meet up with each other. =)

lots of stuff had happened these past few months. the most important is:
FINISH ASSIGNMENT!ARGH!

i'm NOT that active in writing blog anymore, coz i dunno what to write. so i just update in Twitter. SHORT and SIMPLE. hah! there you go! the conclusion is that = I'M LAZY THEN. hahahaha!

k k! stop the nonsense!

I'M GOING TO SOUTHHH KOREAAAAA!!!<3

3RD DREAM COME TRUEEE!!!!!XD XD

the best thing is: MY DEAR COUSINS ARE COMING ALONG! THIS IS GOING TO BE HAPPENINGGG!!!

SNOW, i can imagine you nowwwwww~~~~!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D

bla~i dunno what t write anymore.

HAPPY HOLIDAY TO EVERYONE AND HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR!!!

^_^

my advance birthday presents!:)

2009-10-17T23:24:00.000-07:00

yup!that's my polaroid camera!FujiFilm instax 200!
mummy bought that for me!<3

akak Liza gave that gelang!

not the 1st shot though.6th shot!lol!

it is big right?not the typical polaroid style.:)

Bulat the Sheep!it is that BULAT!xD

random

2009-10-04T23:54:00.001-07:00

criminal law assignment?

MISSION COMPLETED.

current song i'm listening to? Ashita no Kioku by Arashi . . =)

2009-09-18T19:05:00.000-07:00

current status: a bit blur but happy. ^^

am at my nenek's house now in PJ.
dad just bought for me Flash Light for my Nikon D60(plus a remote for self-timer)!
i just bought AADBSK3,Arashi in Dome concert and Arashi 5x10 Album!*happy*
can't wait for raya tomorrow!yay!
mum bought for me lovely clothes!
jalan2 with mum and dad this past 2 days.that's priceless!can't do that often you know?
am doing legal skills now and will send to Marisha after this.
will jalan with mum and dad again today.wohooo!
will start doing criminal law assignment tonight!that's a MUST!no delaying anymore!
love KL's weather for the time being.current status:cloudy. hope it will rain later.:)
btw,the meaning of Ashita no Kioku is Tomorrow's Memories.Love it!=)
love my classmates so much.will not hate anyone.
funny decision that i've made?will not like someone anymore.LOL.like as person but not LIKE LIKE.know what i mean?^^

currently wants to buy and do..
*bag!i really want a bag!
*shoes or high heels?hehe.
*nothing much really.Lol.
*finish Legal Skills!have to send next week!S**T!O_O
*start Criminal Assignment.
*holiday!a very long holidayyyy!!
*want to go back Sabah and see Kyo!
*wanna meet my cousins!miss you all!T_T
*camera lense 70-300mm.hehe.
*finish for now.NOW.Lol.

have to go now.
gotta finish work then off to jalan2 again!wohoo!

selamat hari raya to everyone!
hope everyone enjoys their raya this year!
must eat a lot ok?:)
Maaf Zahir dan Batin!

^^.will you believe if i say this is the happiest entry i ever posted?

2009-09-09T06:24:00.000-07:00

please.help.me.
i'm really.wait.REALLY ANNOYED right now.and PISSED OFF.
why you may ask?that's the thing.I DON'T KNOW WHY.
weird huh?today's events was fine lah.i think it was.maybe i'm tired.
i don't know.maybe it's because of PMS.yea,blame it on the PMS excuse.please lah.
even without PMS also i can be pissed off about something.

wait.i think i know WHY.
i'm STRESSED.as if other people are NOT.they are too.let me conclude that.
WE ALL ARE.
WHY AA?
ASSIGNMENTS.that's why.
18 SEPT.DAY FOR PEOPLE TO PANIC.
we have to send our group assignment stuff.
the BEST PART?
we haven't started anything.i mean our sub-group.
i'm so sorryy!!it's my fault.it's true.it was my fault.we were supposed to have our meeting today but i had to go to the HRA talk in Renaissance Hotel at Ampang.
I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT WAS TODAY.
anyway,had to MISS 2 CLASSES.that's "NICE".
Criminal Law Tutorial.and Contract Law Lecture.SIGH.
anyway,i've done taking notes from friends.thanks people.you guys saved my day.:)

2nd prob:Criminal Law Assignment!haven't started writing!that's BADDD.SO BADDD.i have 3 weeks left btw.S**!see?i'm panicking right now.WTfeathers.
i don't want to think about it on RAYA days.>_>
and guess what?
raya hols only 2 days!whoopee!
>_>

like i said.
PLEASE.HELP.ME.
i am seriously not smiling right now.
annoyed face .NOW.

i better start reading something NOW.

crap.

SIGHHHHHH~~~

2009-09-07T04:06:00.000-07:00

1)i miss going line dancing.sighhhh.
2)miss going ball room dancing.double sighhh.
3)went back Sabah last week.LOVE ITTT!!but still not enough lah.3 days only.sighhh.
4)turorial questions.SIGH.
5)ASSIGNMENTS.BIG SIGHHHHHHH.

6)you look so cute when you smile.smile more.it makes my day when i see you smile.=)
7)listening to oldies.love it.i feel relax.Dream a little dream about me~*sings*
8)gonna meet my dearest friends this Friday!can't wait!!wheee~~~
9)can't wait for Raya!mum and dad are coming here(i'm not going back Sabah.SIGH).yay!i wish Kyo can go to KL.-.-
10)...

gonna study now.SIGHHHHHH

selamat berpuasa!

2009-08-21T22:50:00.000-07:00

selamat berpuasa kepada kaum kerabat dan sahabat handai sekalian.

betul ka tu?haha!bahasa malaysia ku ada berkarat sedikit.hahahhahah!!

happy fasting to my family and friends!

don't try to ponteng2 aa.well,except for the women that is.LOL!itu pun tak boleh dielak,right?:D

gosh!i need to read about BM grammar!quite rusty with it.O_O

i'm excited actually for this fasting month.new experience.since i'm not in KK anymore!

but i'll surely gonna miss the air kelapa!!!and also ayam panggang at Sembulan that!and burger also and the kuih-muih,mee goreng,nasi goreng,bubur..etc.i know.that's a lot!but yang wajib ada on the table time buka puasa is the air kelapa and ayam panggang!

got aa sell here in KL?hmmmm?.hahahah!i don't want to break my fast with McD or KFC everyday aa.sad man.after 8 years puasa and berbuka with yummy food,suddenly open this year only break with burger,fries,nuggets.sad.Lol.once in a while la can,but not everyday.-.-

3 weeks and 6 days days before raya!and 6 hours before breaking fast.LOL.

gtg now.have to do tutorial qs.

^^

must lose weight at least la.there's something wrong if time puasa i gain weight.HAHA!xD

okie la.happy puasa everyone!:)

pictures! =)

2009-08-19T21:50:00.000-07:00

summary of everything that has happened this past one month.:)

2009-08-19T20:56:00.000-07:00

what should i write here?studies?life?love life?how about all?since i don't have anything to do anyway(wait,i have assignments and tutorials questions.but,oh well.hehe.):)

btw,we got off early from class today because most of the A-Level students are taking their results today.so,good luck people!just have faith!especially my classmates,you all know who you are.:).

ok,i'll start my blog(yea,i didn't update my blog for like a month i think?) about my studies.yup,i'll start with that.Lol.most boring subject to talk about?not really.all the subjects i'm taking are quite interesting.except for Contract Law.i'm so sorry but it's so boring!i can't really understand(i can but some are just like O_o).i need to work really hard for Contract.SIGH.emm?Criminal Law?it's the best!well,for me that is(:.we really have to memorize all the cases though.40+ cases for 4 chapters only.damn it's a lot.but it's worth it lah since i really want to take law,so i don't really mind much.i have to think all the cases as a story book or something.
Constitutional and Administrative Law?quite fine for me.but oh yeah!now i remember,Consti Law is the thickest textbook of them all.O_O.i really really really to start study ALL.Legal Methods and Systems is another one of my favourite subject.so,it's also quite ok for me to study.
Legal Skills is so far the easiest subject of all the 5 subjects(well,that's what everyone said).it is mostly practical and group works.i just hope i can get an A then.HAVE FAITH!^^

ASSIGNMENTS?
Legal Skills:18 Sept 2009.
Criminal Law:2 Oct 2009.
LMS:23 Oct 2009.
Consti Law:6 Nov 2009.
Contract Law:20 Nov 2009.
O___O"
i better start doing all now!i got most of the articles already but i need to find some in the UM Library.will be going there with some friends.so that's already settled.:)

TUTORIALS?
imagine having 3 tutorials in one day?with 1 lecture in the morning.nice right?-.-.it's a good thing we only have this on Wed.
but overall,it's ok lah.i never miss any of the lectures of tutorials.i can't afford to anyway.i'll miss LOTS if i miss even 1 L or T.

Lecturers?
AWESOME!thumbs up and sporting!:D

Life?
it's great actually!i mean i REALLY REALLY miss home(i miss Sabah so much!:( ),but i adapted myself really well here.that's a good thing actually.i meet new friends especially!that's what making my life quite happening now!and all the activities that i've joined this past one month,it's just awesome!i got to meet new friends from other unis too.they're just great.:)

life is just hectic and busy now.i love that!if you all really know me,you all know that i'm the kind that can't sit at one place and waiting for something to happen.if i don't have anything to do,i'll be quite lost actually.sad huh?but that's just me and that makes me happy!:)

so far,i have joined LAW ASIA 2009 and MOCK TRIAL as volunteers.it was really incredible to think about it again.i'm glad i got to experience all that in just one month!and not forgetting about July Orietation!it was held at Wisma HELP last thursday and we had a blast!seriously!i never thought that i would have fun that day.but i did!and well done to the committes who had done all the jobs!awesomeness eh?xD
next month,we'll have the Sept and July Intake dinner and i'm one of the committes!so going to be exciting!xD
btw,i volunteered to be the PHOTOGRAPHER!what else right?LOL!^^

i also went to the Curve,1U,KLCC,Midvalley and some other places too.quite ok but the thing that made the outing very fun was that i was with my friends!love you guys so much!!!thank you so much!:)

HANAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!met you too!!we must meet again!this time must with Ain,Shila,Emmie& etc!!

Khai is also is KL.he better sms me to jalan!if not,JAGA HIM!LOL!

LAT!i met LAT!if you all are not familar with Lat,he's the guy who drew and made Kampung Boy to life!it was so cool and he was really friendly!we (my friend also was with me!) got to talk to him and took a picture also with him!the best thing is that i'm a fan!LOL!it's not everyday right that you got to meet the artiste that you love?:)

LOVE LIFE?it can be very hurtful innit?i know it's not very nice when you feel it.especially you like someone that he doesn't even know that you exists in front of you.hmm,i just have to deal with that.i'll move on.don't worry.it's just a silly crush,but i know i'll get it over soon anyway.that's just me.haha.

i miss my dad,mum,Kyo and my room in Sabah!and also my friends!V Gang!T_T.i know you all are enjoying now(they're hanging out together now btw).i'll get to meet them this DEC.that's a long wayyyyy to gooo!!-.-.patients dear,i'll meet them soon.focus on study 1st.

emm...i don't know what i wanna write now.so,i'll better express all by using all the pics eh?:)

i'll post in another new entry!

will update soon!:)

don't say goodbye..

2009-08-14T09:32:00.000-07:00

i feel really hurt right now.really really hurt.but it's my own fault.nobody did this to me.i feel so pathetic.i hate that feeling.i feel that my brain is not working really well right now.i'm not depressed.don't worry.i'm just maybe feeling down.it's ok.i'll bounce and be strong again!

2 days later?

2009-07-14T06:24:00.000-07:00

em?what should i write here today?
well,nothing actually.
i'm just bored.
done my homework.will read the articles later.
just seriously bored right now.
can't download anything which means i can't download Arashi Everything PV.sad.
connection sometimes slow.so,just have to be patient.O.o
trying to get in Soompi but it's freaking slow!
wait.i have a new laptop btw.and a new handphone too.yay!*celebrates*
laptop is PINK in colour!LOL!handphone is white in colour.nice nice.^^
i wish DBSK or FTIsland or Arashi or Mcfly come to Malaysia.i would definitely go!zettai zettai!
i can't wait to meet Ain,Hana,Shila,Emmie!they all are near to me.*hugs them all*just waiting for the right time.:)
my back is aching.
dad just called me.
i listen to the sound of the water running out from the toilet in the basin.O.o(love my idiotic word here).yay!
i'm being silly now.LOL!
chatting with some friends now.
just got a message from my dad.:)

er.gonna stop blogging for now.LOL
oyasumi minna san!:)

New chapter of life..

2009-07-12T08:11:00.000-07:00

woah.haven't been blogging for weeks.been too busy you know?especially when i've been busy settling in my new life in KL.yep,that's right.i'm now officially a student in HELP University College.the main campus is at Pusat Bandar Damansara.i registered here last Wednesday and the orientation started on Friday itself!imagine!i was really shocked!mainly because mum,dad and i went to KL on tues just to check on the location and stuffs.and this is what i got.O.O.anyway,the most tiring part was that i went back KK wednesday night(9.50pm flight) and arrived at KK 12.30am.went back to my house and packed all my stuffs(lucky for me i've been packing my clothes few days before i went to KL).

the saddest part was i had to leave my sayang at home!T_____________________T.
you all know what i'm talking about right?not boyfriend ok?hmph.
i had to leave KYOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!my sayang!!i really cried when i arrived home that night.and for some reasons,it's like Kyo understood me and went near me and miowed.T____________________________________T
i really cried and hugged him!!!!i miss my kyo so much!
pack pack pack!finished!
then i didn't sleep(yay for me!HMPH)left my house around 5am to go to the airport for my 6.05am flight.yes.that fast.
CRIED again when i left KYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!kyo kyo kyo kyo!!!!i love my kyo so much.T_T

Friday:1st orientation.met a few new friends.i was scared and nervous actually.mainly because i was alone and had no friends.but it was cool.intro for HELP and stuffs and after that,go jalan2 with mum and dad.PRECIOUS TIMES!

Sunday:moved in the guest room(for 2 days).i was all ALONE.mum,akak Lilis and Abg Zal sent me.I CRIED again!ya!sepa x cry kan if 1st time sudah suda kasi tinggal rumah??T_T

Monday:no need to tell details here.enough said.WORST day of my life.orientation was fine.it was bout myself.

Tues,Wed,Thurs:Orientations.met new friends.

Thurday:went back to grandma's house.i was soooo happy!!i was sooooo homesick!!!i couldn't stand it that few days.friends are friendly but i was still really and i mean REALLY REALLY down!night:went to aunty Oya's house.:)

Friday:went to Melaka!wheee~~~i was sooo happy!met my bro and his wife.:)

Sat:back to PJ.

Sunday:met Aunty Shid,akak Myra and akak Iylia.:).also and uncles.dinner with bro and akak from KL.

and now i'm in front of my pink laptop.LOL.i'm quite ok now.yes,still homesick,but i think i can handle it now.:).

monday:do some things!!!LOL!^^

that's all from me for now.will update when the time comes.:)

and i'm quite near to some of my close friends.so it's ok!yay!

thanks everyone!we;ll meet soon!yay!*hugs*

oyasumi minna-san!

Did I cry today?

2009-06-19T05:14:00.000-07:00

yes.i did cry.
why?i didn't get the course that i applied.
what was my course that i really hope that i would get?Law.
which universities?UM/UIA/UITM/UKM/UUM.

guess what i've got for my tawaran?
PEMASARAN ANTARABANGSA(international marketing) in UMS.

please read the intro for my blog here.DID I APPLY FOR THAT COURSE?
nope,i didn't.THEN WHY DID I GET THAT??

imagine,i was shocked when i saw my tawaran page.
TAHNIAH!!
I DIDN'T GET WHAT I'VE WANTED!

i mean,what's the point of choosing the universities and courses that you want when finally you don't get the tawaran for all that?

i would not take the course.i don't want to repeat the nightmares again.
what nightmares you would ask.well..simple actually..

i took Business Studies when i was in Form 6.i was miserable!YES.that miserable.i didn't like BS much.but i took it anyway because it's either BS or Visual Arts.but i was very weak at it and after STPm finished,i promise myself not to take BS for my career!!

Wow!what a turnout!that's what i got for my tawaran!!halo!i'm not gonna take it!i wish i can trade my course with anyone who wants it!i really want law.that's all in my head.LAW LAW LAW.

i should be grateful actually because i have a tawaran,but it's not for me.seriously.i never consider business for my future.so weird huh?i didn't apply for business but i got it.please,i don't want to take it.i'm gonna find a way to take law.

and i'm wondering why a lot of my friends didn't get any tawaran.it's so weird huh.i mean,they passed in STPM and all,but still they didn't get anything.isn't our results good enough to go at least somewhere?it's a good thing they have a borang rayuan to apply for the 2nd time.i really wish them luck.i want them to continue study.

as for me,i'll find a way to get in any unis that have law courses.private of public.anywhere.

i'm really angry right now with myself.am i not good enough to take law?.or maybe my result isn't.i did okay with my MUET.but maybe MUET is just to help me BESIDES my result.yep,guess it wasn't good enough.

hum..whatever.i'll find a way then.

recap?is it?haha!

2009-06-16T09:53:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah.Finally,Abg.Firdaus and abg.Faizal's wedding are over.mum gets to relax now and now i'm waiting for my UPU result to come out this week.i hope it's good news.i applied in 5 universities.4 in KL and one is in Kedah(easily to know which one right?hehe).anyway,someone said to me that UPU result will come out this Friday.so,i have 2 days left to be a 'penganggur' and to become a uni student.uiseh..hahaha!

today,i just bought Zee Avi's CD.her songs are very nice.and her voice is quite like Norah Jones's and her song is more to Jazz and Folk.her kinda songs a bit similar to this 2 singers now.one,it's a bit similar to Sean Ghazi(which is great coz i love Sean,xD).check her out people if you have time.i love her 'Kantoi',I Am Me Once More' and 'First In The Gang To Die'.also,her style of songs a bit similar to Yuna.that's cool!:).just try listen to her songs then you'll know what i mean.hope y'guys enjoy the songs!

i don't know what to write here now.D:
i'll post another blog with pics then.save time!hahaha!
oyasumi everybody!

Updating my blog :D

2009-05-24T06:22:00.000-07:00

Went to the saloon at Central Plaza!Not exactly new hairstyle but still love it!:)
Cut it for Rm12 only!!!:D

Congratulations to Kris Allen!:)
Adam!I'll support you all the way!xD

Kyo or fake Kyo?XD

What were we doing?D:

6AM!

Png & Kyo!

I miss the old days!

2AM!

Kawaii ne?:)

That was for my mum!Happy Mother's Day!*hugs*:)

See what Nino's Arashi was wearing!I saw that at 1Borneo!LOL!I was shocked when i saw that!They sell it for RM300+.Didn't buy though.I couldn't fit in Ladies' jackets!(Maybe XL.>.>).I can wear guys jackets but ngeh.Lol!xD

Yay!It was nice hanging out with them!:)

KKBox+Star Hotel+Beach!It was raining but oh well!xD

See how my cat sleeps!O_O.My sweet dear Kawaii Kyo.^^

See what i got for Lucky Draw!xD.I went Line Dancing Party that day and they had a lucky draw!I never won anything that big actually and I'm proud of it!LOL!I was the only one who got the biggest present!Thank you teacher for picking me!hahaha!

I'm gonna miss my cousin!T_T.She went to Kedah to further her studies.May not gonna see her for a while.Gambatte ne dear cousin!We're gonna meet soon!:)

There's a lot of things i wanna write but i'm quite tired today.Lol.will write another time!

Nighty Nite Everyone!:)

PNG PNG!!:D

2009-05-22T08:44:00.001-07:00

Happy 20th Birthday Dear PNG!*huggies*

2007.:)

see?it was successful!:D

2008.^^

Happy Birthday PNG!*poke*

take care of yourself k?

can't wait to meet you!

*hugs*

Sabar Menanti =)

2009-05-20T06:33:00.000-07:00

Sean Ghazi..

Tiada kata bagimu
Sebagai buluh perindu
Kanda nantimu
Bekalku hanyalah rindu
Walau dipisah lautan

Duhai kasihku
Kala senja dikau datang
Walaupun hanya lamunan
Aduhai Sabarlah menanti
Ku tak kan lama

Daku pergi demi tugas
Walau apapun beratnya
Oh relakan
Pesanmu tak ku lupakan
Sumpah setia demi cinta
Oh percayalah

Bila sinar suria menghampiri dikau
Sabarlah dik sayang Ku kembali

*

Percayalah!
Bila sinar suria menghampiri dikau
Sabarlah sayang
Ku kembali ..

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i wish i can watch Sean Ghazi Live!his voice is so sugoi,ne?in other words,he has an amazing voice!his other songs such as Semalam,Getaran Jiwa, and also Jauh Jauh are so wow!i don't know how to describe it but it's just wow!:)

Sean Ghazi,please make a new album!i'll surely buy it!and come perform at Sabah!whee~~

can't put everything in words.why not use pictures?:D

2009-05-13T22:16:00.000-07:00

happy family?hihi~

that's what you get when you bully me!hehe!

Akak Liza and Abg Fir!

give me your steak or else!xD

that's how Kyo looked if he heard a cat meow-ing.even if the sound came from the internet!

Kyo:i know what you did there?i'm gonna tell!xD

spot the difference!why did i post the same pics?xD.it's easy!

now get the answer?:D

yes,we love taking pictures!we're addicted to it!:)

being crazy?that's what we do best!:D

see?how beautiful the sunset is.:).and i'm glad i shared this moment with my lovely friends!:)

what do you all think about this pic?i really like this.what was Hana doing?xD.whispering!don't think anything else.Lol!:)

my outing with Shila,Ain and Kiki!finally after months of not meeting with them.we had serious FUN that day!:)*group hug*

Kakoi ne?:)
2nd pic that i love!the pose,the background and everything in this pic!especially the guy.*smirks*

that's what i did last week!a lot eh?i love it!

ja ne!till next time!

Arashi Arashi Arashi FOR DREAM!:D

2009-05-09T19:35:00.000-07:00

Riida Ohno!

Sakurai Show !

"painapuru" Aiba!

Taro-kun Nino!

DoS Jun!

Gomen ne minna!i wanna update my blog with pics of Arashi 1st!they're so kawaii i just can't resist!they're seriously on the same level as THSK now!(well,i rank them on the same level.hehe)yogatta ne?^^V.

Playful.Silly.Funny.Fun.Caring."S".Energetic.Innocent.Straight-to-the-point guys!*listening to their songs*

i wish they make a concert in Malaysia though.D: i for sure will go.:D

gambatte ne Arashi!i love you guys!^^

Wedding(1st May 2009):)

2009-05-06T07:11:00.000-07:00

kawaii pics!!:D

2009-04-29T08:01:00.000-07:00

pics pics pics!

2009-04-28T08:48:00.000-07:00

photobooth rocks!

testing2.^^

11.30pm.the water was very warm.:).btw,perenang Malaysia?xD

not the usual Californian Maki look,but hey!it's still emmm~~~^^

eheh.i laugh everytime i see this!!xD

perfect to be a jeins model!

ja!that's all i have for today!

*clicks PUBLISH POST*

27/4/09.

2009-04-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

love this pic!^^
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"you are the one who destroyed the family."

don't you feel hurt when someone said that to you clearly in front of you without hiding it?

don't worry.nobody ever said that to me.i got this phrase from a drama.JDrama in fact.Gokusen 3.

it was a scene when the dad and the son argued with each other.the parents were getting a divorce and guess what?the dad said it was the son's fault.

"failures will always be failures."

it was a very tense scene.you know what?the friend of the son was there beside him and heard it all!

although it was only a drama,but it was very hurtful when a dad said that to their children.imagine how will the person react to that words.

sigh.thank goodness it was only a drama.aigoo.i hope this thing wil never happen to anyone.

failures will always be failures.NOT TRUE.people change.it 's the person's choice wether to change for the better or worst.
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it's been hectic this few days.Abg Fir and Akak Liza went to KK and woah!we went to a lot of places!well,not that many,but we jalan2 till were couldn't stand it anymore.sort of.haha.but it was fun.rather than staying at home and complaining that i couldn't do anything,it's better to be this tired.haha.:)

guess what?i'm addicted to jumping2 and taking pictures!ok.i don't have the exact name for it.haha.hey!say!jump!xDi posted 2 pictures of the jumping2 stuff.imagine jumping at the beach in the middle of the night and everybody was watching.they've must been thinking that we're loony!you know what?we don't care.haha.:) we had fun and that's that!

2nd day?we went to Gaya Street.akak had to buy some things for her friends and then looked at all the kawaii~ cats there!mostly dogs though.O.O.but anyway,they're still cute.:D
Brunch at Jothy's at Api2 Centre and went to the airport to take mum.but wait!we went to CP and took lots of pictures at the photobooth at the basement.we were sweating!!haha!but it was great fun.i'll upload the pics later.then off we go to 1B!it was crowded!what do you expect?it was Sunday!

went to play bowling but more like boring for me.bleh.will not write anything here about that.then akak went shopping for clothes.hehe.and bought for abang a CK shirt!it was cool!seriously!then went to Starbucks.yum2.it's been months since we drank Starbucks.

went to CP back.long story short.dinner we seafood.yum2!

11pm:SWIMMING!the water was very warm!it was very comfortable swimming in the not so cold not so hot water.hahaha!slept at 1am i think.O.o

next day!
1)lunch:sushi king at warisan!xD
2)i met Pete at Palm Square.hehe.
3)went to wisma merdeka.
4)went to Damai to buy yoyo.
5)went back home.
6)sent abang and akak to the airport at 6pm
7)7.15pm~flight!
(hehe.sorry.i'm kinda lazy to write all):D

now i'm watching Gokusen and i'll watch Uta No Onii-san later!xD

guess that's what i want to say for now.i'll update soon then!

ja!

guess what we did in the middle of the night?:D

2009-04-25T10:01:00.000-07:00

went to the beach.Tanjung Aru beach.was taken at 12.15am.xD

testing testing!xD

i don't know why but..

2009-04-24T20:30:00.000-07:00

i must show this picture to everyone!look at the picture closely then you'll understand why!xD

why oh why?

2009-04-15T07:29:00.000-07:00

i can't sleep this past few days!i did sleep.but i have to force myself to sleep.

what's wrong with me??

am i thinking to much?wait,do i even have any problems that i haven't solved yet?i don't think so.*thinking a lot*

maybe that's why i have this few sleepness nights.

I THINK TOO MUCH.

what do i think about?i don't know.random things.seriously.random things.past,present,future.

weird eh?

to everyone who's following my blog,sorry for my crappiness in this entry.it's just that i need to write something.even if it isn't important.that's sad right.

WHY AM I THINKING TOO MUCH ANYWHERE??

why can't i just relax my mind like i always do?

WHAT AM I THINKING NOW EXACTLY??i don't have the slightest idea actually.

i online.yes.i online.then i start to think "what do i have to see now ?."

Friendster?Facebook?Myspace?Twitter?Popseoul?Soompi?MOHE?checked.i check all the sites everyday.then?i don't know.i went blank after that.

watch dramas?yes,i watch dramas.but sometimes i'll stop watching it the middle of the story and will finish it till like 2 or 3 or 4 days later.maybe 2 weeks later.ok,i stop my crap here.i don't even know why i'm writing about this.bleh.

don't worry people.maybe i'm restless because i don't have much to do.i'll try to relax not then.till then..

ja!!

REMINDER!

2009-04-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

A VERY IMPORTANT LESSON TO MYSELF:

READ SOMETHING CAFEFULLY TILL FINISH.

why?i tell why.

i was checking the pendidikan website.i wanted to update myself anything to do with the kemasukan dalam IPTA.so,i opened this site for temuduga(bukan pendidikan).then it led me to another link.

and without reading carefully about the instruction,i just clicked another button that was saying about temuduga in a university(i bet you all know WHICH right?hehe).then i just filled in my I/C number as usual.and this was what written after that..

NAMA ANDA TIDAK TERDAPAT DALAM SENARAI TEMUDUGA..

i was like O_O.i sakit hati when i read that.then i backed the page to see if i'm missing something from the previous page.then want to know what i didn't read there?

PERHATIAN: Semakan Panggilan Temuduga Calon Lepasan STPM/STAM/MATRIK akan dibuka mulai 15 April 2009

today's date is the 13th of April!

OK!HOW SILLY OF ME!!WHAT THE?I WAS LAUGHING AT MYSELF WHEN I READ THAT.HAHAHAHAHA!!!

like i said people,read all before doing the next step.hahahahaha!!!

i was like O__________O when i saw that!!LOL!BAKA!!XD

Satisfaction+Caught Up

2009-04-07T06:18:00.000-07:00

7th June 2007,Thursday.

Free Your Mind!:D

2009-04-07T04:51:00.000-07:00

another dancing video.Thara wasn't in KK.

16 March 2007.Friday.

cool site?you decide..

2009-04-06T22:06:00.000-07:00

have anyone heard about this site?

http://omegle.com/

well,i just got this link from Soompi Forum.i was sceptic at first to use it.but then i tried and hey!i had FUN!hahah!!

basically,u'll meet totally strangers there and just talk and talk.some people are weird though.and freaky too.and totally abnormal.well,the way they chatted with me.thank goodness i met some nice and normal people too.so it's fun.

just don't give any infos about yourself there.not even your FB or FS or MSpace.ngeh.unless you really know that person.

it's cool if you're really bored.hahah!!

enjoy!

Damn Girl by Hana,Cammie,& Thara!

2009-04-05T07:43:00.000-07:00

February 13,2007!

5.4.09

2009-04-05T05:42:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Yamapi!:)

Ikuta Toma!in Voice.

T concert!i'm loving it!

it's been a while since i've posted anything here.why?it's because of the internet line.figures.anyway,i am online now and that's what matters!yay for me!i think?

i love DBSK even more now!mum just bought for me their T Live Tour 2008 and i really enjoyed it!in fact,i'm listening to the songs now(not watching coz i'm writing obviously.haha!).but i can imagine them dancing and dancing and being hot!:D.DBSK still rules!still a BIG fan!

yesterday,i bought a Jap drama,VOICE!Ikuta Toma is the MAIN reason why i bought the drama!i love you Ikuta Toma!xD.anyway,i also like Eita.he's cool.if anyone has watched Nodame Cantabile,then you'll know Eita as Mine from there.xD

i'm now uploading pictures in my Facebook.there are lots of pics i didn't upload since i didn't online much in the past 3 weeks.ngeh/now it's my chance to do all now.i'm also downloading songs.random songs.

ADAM LAMBERT!!!i support you all the way!!!you're so cool!and when you sang The Tracks Of My Tears,i was really impressed and i fell in love with the version!everybody!support Adam Lambert!not forgetting Danny Gokey!Megan Joy is out.that's a bit sad for me.hmm..good luck to Megan for her future!she still has skills!Scott Macintyre!i still support you all! :)

i graduated from Form 6!and i'm grateful that i passed all my subjects!i love my school.and i'm proud to be a Franciscan and a LaSallian!i'm proud to be a part of both schools! :)

i just don't know what to say now actually.i'll update again if i have something to say.tata everyone!

btw!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to YAMASHITA TOMOHISA aka YAMAPI of NEWS!*celebrates*

Earth Hour 2009

2009-03-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

Earth Hour 2009.
28 March.
8.30pm-9.30pm.

I've done my part.

HAVE YOU?

MakeUp Session & Secret Recipe Time!:D

2009-03-20T08:46:00.000-07:00

Before the make up session began..

before

after

love this picture!

make up session with Body Shop at Wisma Merdeka.^^

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Appletiser!

look?Halal!^^

Emmmm~~i took the bottle.me likey!xD

i still love Mcfly!!!

i wasn't hungry at that time.so i just tried the alphabet fries.more like playing with it.xD.taken at Secret Recipe Subang Parade.

Esther!some of the pics!:D

2009-03-20T08:20:00.000-07:00

Arashi is Alive!

Matsujun.

Nino.

Sho.

Aiba.

Ohno.

i wish i can buy all their photo books.need to save money first.^^

10 March 2009

2009-03-11T07:32:00.000-07:00

it was a very nerve wrecking day for me.WHY?STPM RESULT!i was shaking like tuuut when i went to school.imagine,i sanggup terbang dari KL morning flight just to get my result.i wanted to take the result with my own hands.SMS?i didn't want to get my result with the new sms system.better meet the teachers.i slept at 1am that day.but i woke up every time i was about to sleep.the day before,i even dreamt about taking my result.and my dream was nearly right.

i woke up at 6.00am.took my shower and went to the airport at 7am.i never even get to eat Seri Pacific's breakfast.that's pathetic for me.anyway,went to the airport and ate breakfast there.then i went in myself(mum and dad didn't balik with me btw).naik kapal terbang.delay for 10 mnts(damn it).

i was shaking the whole way to KK.i even talked to the makcik beside me to calm my nerve.

ok.to shorten up the story,i went to school straightaway from the airport.thank goodness the airport was really near the school.i met Khai and Peter outside the school and talked with them for a while.

then..the time has come to take my result.i met ckg.Saliman and he was smiling at me.i was like ...ckg bahh..hahahah..ok..took my result.i nearly cried.seriously.i opened the sealed result.
there it was

B- Pengajian Am
B+ Bahasa Malaysia
B Sejarah
C+ Pengajian Perniagaan

i sighed of relief.I PASSED ALL!!that was all that matters to me.i don't really mind that i got that C.Business studies was hard for me.so i'm happy that i get that.:)

i'm so grateful.Alhamdulillah.with all the efforts i put in,it finally paid off.it wasn't easy.but i made it through.and i'm proud of it.

and in my dream,i got 1A and 3B.hahah!close enough then.xD

teachers,thank you for all your supports.without them,i couldn't do it.especially BM.i always failed in my exams.but teacher really helped me.motivated me to study and practiced more and more.see?B+.hahaha!like we all said to teacher yesterday..ckg,mmg berbaloi ckg teriak2 dkat kami masa ckg mengajar.hahaha!!!marah2 sayang.:)

sej.i was dissapointed a bit.i love sejarah.but my Sejarah Asia Tenggara pulled me down.but still a B.i'm grateful with that grade.:D.ckg Saliman,thnx for everything!hahahah!best bah ckg ajar.susah mo jumpa ckg mcm ckg utk ajar sej.best!

Pengajian Am..ckg,thnx so much!!hahaha!!because of teacher,it was interesting to study P.A.but i like P.A with all the politic and law stuff in it.ckg,i slim a bit already kan?hahaha!yea!teacher noticed.bangga ni tau?xD.ckg best and sporting!

PP.teacher!i'm so sorry i got C for this subject.but it was hard for me.i cried when i tried to study this subject.T_T.but i tried my best and that's the grade.hahaha!thnx teacher for everything.:)

next challenge::getting into a university!